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Huge Wake Up Call~1989 (Chapter 21)
Extremely Awkward Next Morning… As it was I hardly slept. I lay awake feeling a gamut of emotions. I had no idea how or what to feel. Hoping that Larry would not want to talk about the “accidental...
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I tried to keep my head buried under the covers~1989 (Chapter 22)
But no matter how dark and quiet it was… My brain continued to work. I tried to quiet the thoughts but they kept racing back and forth. I had never thought about Larry as a potential partner. Now I...
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Get On With It Already!! 1989 (Chapter 25)
I know that you are sitting on the edge of your seat… Waiting for me to get on with the good, juicy parts of the story. But this was how my life felt…like I was waiting. Waiting for hubby to get home,...
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Making The Decision To Be Bad~1989 (Chapter 26)
As much as I agonized over the decision… To proceed with a relationship with Larry, I fooled myself into thinking that making the decision would be the hardest part. After seeing the look on his face I...
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Justifying My Actions By The End Result~1990 (Chapter 29 )
As long as I was getting what I wanted… I did not think about the wide path of destruction that I was leaving in my wake. To me, the end justified the means. I wanted love, and I was going to get it,...
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The “Ring” That Changed The World As I Knew It~1990 (Chapter 30)
The Shrill ring of the phone… altered my world. Larry and I knew that we were living on borrowed time. Soon hubby would have returned from his overseas tour, and we would have had to face the real...
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Getting Stoned~1990 (Chapter 32)
“Use the stones thrown at you to build a firm foundation.” It surely seemed as if everyone was against me at this point in my life. They all had a stone to hurl, and it was becoming more and more...
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“Every Love Story Needs A Catalyst Of Some Sort.” Ian Somerhalder~1990...
What are catalysts? A catalyst is a substance which speeds up a reaction, but is unchanged at the end of the reaction. When Jane cooked up her plan and decided to make her move, I believe that she...
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Taking Stock~Thus Far…Letting Go Series (Chapters 1-35)
“Sometimes we disassociate from the past in order to face the future without fear.” ― KC Rhoads, The Corn Stalker When I decided to write the “Letting Go” series I did not realize how emotionally...
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Limbo-The Indefinable Space~ 1990 (Chapter 36)
It was several days… Before I heard from Larry, and I had worked myself into a tizzy. I refused to call him, he was the one who sent me away, and I was not going to beg. Don’t get me wrong…I wanted to...
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Living Life As “The Chosen One” 1990 (Chapter 38)
It scares me how well I adapted to being “The Chosen One”… One moment I was on the edge of devastation and the next I was on top of the world. HE CHOSE ME! Cue the angels singing and the clouds of the...
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All You Need Is Love 1990 (Chapter 40)
Love, Love, Love… “There’s nothing you can do that can’t be done Nothing you can sing that can’t be sung Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game It’s easy” All you need is love…The...
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